Friday, October 23, 2009<3i wish i was happier.
i really wish i was happier. well, it's not that everything i have now doesn't make me happy, but... it's not what i am looking for in my life. i wish i was really happy when i live every single day. to be honest, it's beeeeeeen a longlong time since i felt really happy and sweet when i smile. i really miss that kinda feeling. when can i ever get that back? sighh. am staring into space now, feeling reallllly bored. can someone talk to me please? shrugs. random but i can't wait for dec to come! can't wait to pass TP!!! hmm. maybe i should be good tonight and start doing my jap homework. a night of silence again................ maybe good things really don't come by easy.