Thursday, March 29, 2007<3
Went to dye my hair today.
Im rather sick and tired of my hair colour and decided to go for something simple.
My hair colour now is near to black but it's actually copper brown.
Rather happy with my current hair colour. x)
For the past few days,Im over at my gramps.
Mummy asked me to at least go there everyday to accompany my gramps so that they wouldn't think too much.
After my auntie left us,the house is really quiet.
We really miss her alot.
Sum Yee,can you see us from heaven?Do remember to talk to us in our dreams!
I miss my girls!
Vonny,donut-queueing soon! Maybe Jack's place + shopping too?Haha.
And...Ade!When are you free to drop by my house?My bed is waiting for you.HAHA! xD
Chatting and DVD time.
Nights!
Wednesday, March 28, 2007<3
After settling down for two days,I am back to blog.
I was very busy for the past week.I stayed away from home for a week.Well,I didn't run away from home.I went to accompany my auntie.From home to the hospital to her last breath.
JENNY SAM SOW FONG ( 14/08/1958 --- 22/03/2007 )
Five days.This is how long my auntie has left us.All of us really miss her alot.She is an aunt who cares alot for the family.Like what my uncle say,she is always a peacemaker.That's very very true.She love gathering.I will never forget the CNY,x'mas and genting trips.When she wasn't sick,she would definitely organise genting trips when it comes to june and dec holidays.The whole family would actually drive up.But there was a few times where we rent a mini van.That was less tiring for the drivers.We talk,we laugh,we chat together in the van on the way up to genting.It's uber fun!She will always request for a conneting room so that the family can move around between two bedrooms.I really missed those times.
Sometimes I teared when I see her suffer.But I really admire her courage and strength to fight her illness.She fought for four years.Despite the pain,she still care for us and joke with us.For the few days before she left us,I stayed by her side to take care of her.I feed her,massage for her,talk to her,bath for her and change for her.What I do is not alot.It's actually the least alr.I just want my aunt to feel comfortable and happy.I know my uncle have to work and my cousin,Rachael,have to study the next day,so I don mind staying there to help out and to look after her.As I have to wake up at 4am in the morning everyday to take turns to look after her,she knows that I wouldn't have enough sleep.She would ask me to rest.Her words really touched my heart.I still remember when she was so drowsy and it was 5 plus in the morning,she held my hand and told me she wanted to eat Char Kway Teow and Prawn noodles.That was her favourite.At that point of time,how I wish I can buy for her to eat.Even she can't eat,she can smell it too.There was a time where she touched me and say,"No more Sum Yee alr."I teared.I don want her to leave us so soon.But at the same time,she held onto me and told me that,"Tiffany,it's so torturing."My heart bleed.I can never understand her pain.
Before she was admitted into the hospital,she held onto to me and say,"Tiffany,when Sum Yee is not here,help me to take good care of Rachael."I gave her my promise.Perhaps Rachael might not like me now because of some misunderstanding.It's alright because I am always here for her if she were to meet with any problems.She can always look for her friends for the time being because it's always good that she can look for some friends to talk to.Just wanna let her know that all her aunties,uncles and cousins is always there for her.
The family really love Sum Yee alot.We missed her alot.Though financially we can't help her much,we always give her moral support.On the last day of the funeral,I can't bear to let her coffin go,I wanted to hold onto the coffin.But..I know I have to let her go.Maybe this is a relaese for her because she don have to suffer anymore and she will be enjoying life in heaven.
SUM YEE,can you hear me?I am Tiffany!I misssss you alottttt!In fact,the whole family missed you alot!We know you miss us as much as we miss you.Enjoy ya life in heaven!You will always be in my heart.I hope to meet you in heaven.
Sum Yee,I will learn from you.I will learn to be strong to hang on and never give up in whatever I do.Last but not least,Sum Yee,I love you.Bless Uncle David,Rachael and the family.I know you will.Muacks.
Flames to dust.
Lovers to friends.
Why do all good things come to an end?
Friday, March 16, 2007<3
I dread sleeping early now!Recently,I am super active at night.
AHHHH(!!)I need my lappy and unlimited supply of internet connection badly!
The clock is showing 0338 now and I am still awake.
Two words,"Happy Birthday" and a kiss on my Mummy's cheek is how I started my day today.
(I did brush my teeth first,ok! LOL(!) )Breakfast with Daddy and Mummy before heading over to gramps.Accompanied Mummy for a morning walk and we chatted alot.About work,family and friends.Almost everything yea.After the walk,I went to keep my aunt company.
Around noon,we went to fetch Dad for MUMMY'S birthday lunch.Initially,we thought of lunching over at Crystal Jade.But Mummy get bored of dim sum.So I gave her a few choices and she eventually choose Bento Box.Omg,the jap food as well as the western food doesn't taste nice!
The food at Kopitiam would have taste nicer.=X.After lunch,Daddy and I accompanied Mummy to City Chain to look at watches.Becos Mummy told me that she had always wanted to get a new watch.Daddy went off first while Mummy and I continued to shop.Finally,Mum managed to get a watch from some shop ( I forget the name ).
Went to Swensen to give Mummy an ice-cream treat since Daddy gave Mummy a lunch treat.
Funny things happened that kept Mummy and me laughing!Sang Mummy a birthday song and she made a uber long wish!Haha,her smile melts my heart.Everything is worth it. :DD
Went off at around 0230 to meet ade.Mac-ed for 4 hours.Did alot of catching up and stuffs.
Walked around JP before going off.
Went back to gramps for dinner.Didn't eat much as I had a heavy lunch + ice-cream. =)
Napped for ard 15 mins before heading to 482.
After Mum's viewing,Daddy suggested that we bring Casey and Carmen to Mac.
So,Mac-ed again and bought breakfast.
I am now over at ( Casey + Carmen )'s house.
Xian,it's nice chatting with you on the phone.The first time and we chatted for about three hours?That's powerful!
Pictures up soon. =)
Yawns,it's sleeping time now.So nights. (:
Sat! x)
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Woah,12 days since I last blogged.
A short lil update on my life recently.
Currently,Im jobless.
Was working at the IT fair previously.It was indeed a blast for me!So far,this is the job I enjoyed the most!Too bad,it's only for four days.Haha. :DD For the past few days,it's home-day for me.And life without my lappy is darn bored!Hope the GOH brothers will help me repair it soon. :( But thank god,I have my DVDs to keep me company.I just finish one set of hongkong TV drama,wonder if I should rent another set.
Went towning ( Far East + Bugis ) with vonny yesterday.It's a rather fruitful trip for the both of us.We bought things we fancy!I bought a pair of havaianas look alike,with a strap at the back.It's blue in colour.Im lovin' it! :) Vonny bought something nice.=) Window-shopping all the way after we bought our stuffs.After some time,we get bored at bugis so we headed back to JP for our dinner.Ate Korean food.We shared a set. :D As the night is still young,we decided to walk around before heading home.Went to ERO.Haha,and we crap alot about something.Vonny,remember to share with me your experience in future!LOL.Headed home at around ten.A sweet day with her.
Vonny,enjoy your day at the beach today.It's our turn on Sat! :)
Well,though Im enjoying my vacation now,I do have my set of problems.
Im worry for my aunt.Though she do have the appetite and everything,Mum somehow told me her condition.But no matter what,I hope for the best for her.I will pray for her.I know she is staying strong.Somehow,I teared when I see her suffering.May God bless her.Aunt,get well soon. :)
Well,I don know how long I can tolerate.Let's see how things goes.Guess at the end of the day,I will know who will stay and who will go.
It's my beloved MUMMY's birthday today!
Mummy,happy birthday!Stay young always.Haha.May your property business grow!More deals are coming in for you!But do remember to take good care of yourself.Well,though you're naggy at time (=X) ,it's always for my own good and I know you care.Mum,I love you!
I miss jiang&gang!Omg,it has been a long time since we last have a gathering!
Sat,sat,sat! Beaching!Jiang&gang gathering is something that always make me smile.=)
Mr Macho,heard from von you wanna rent a room?Wanna try my house since it's so near PJ?LOL.
Crystal Jade with parents later.
Loves!
Sunday, March 04, 2007<3
Job-hopping for me again.
Yesterday was my last day.
The time spent working at Flowerbed was fun.
I will definitely rmb to make a trip back in April to get my pay.=X
But of cos,to visit my colleagues too.xD
Finally,I went to sweeties' house for visiting on thursday.
Nice time mahjong-ing over at my crib!Shiok leh,mahjong again soon!
Big winner that day was not me,it's Lara!
Von,next round she will know wads heart pain hor?LOL.
A lazy saturday for me today.
Half of it was spent on the bed.
Follow by Mac and dvds.
Im waiting for my aunts now for mahjong!
Got to go for now,someone's chasing me in MSN!HAHA!