Monday, February 26, 2007<3
It takes a thought to make a word.
And it takes some words to make an action.
It takes some work to make it work.
It takes some good to make it hurt.
And it takes some bad for satisfaction...
I have this thought in my mind.
Will it work?I never know.
Sometimes life is like that,what we need isn't here.
But what we actally don't need is here.
I had this sweet dream.I had never felt this way before.
I clearly remember what's going on.It's too good to be true.
But afterall it's just a dream.
Remembering sweetie's words,waiting and hoping is two different things.
One is rather "ouch",while the other is kinda happy.
To hope or to wait.This has never cross my mind.
I just want things to go smoothly.
I will pray for you.
You will never know.
Please.Grant me a chance.
Sunday, February 25, 2007<3
Work for the past few days was rather fun.
Enjoyed myself with the people there.
Laughter filled the place and we are like a big family.=)
And..this is the first time working with sweetie..xD
Stayed out last night over at aunt's place.
Came home at ard 9 plus and slept all the way to two.
Visiting and a feast at Boon Lay Raja with paternal family today. x)
But,I haven't be having any appetite for the past few days.So yea,didn't eat much either.
After dinner,went to aunt's house for a mahjong session with mummy,aunts and uncles.
Daddy taught me some skills too.But still,I see stars.HAHA!
Maternal family will be coming over to my place tmr.
Mahjong mahjong mahjong!
I wanna play poker too! xD
Hope is all I have.
Chocolate Chip cookies. =)
Tuesday, February 20, 2007<3Red Red Day!
How I wish Wednesday would come faster.
That will be the time where I can bury myself in work and care about nothing around me.
Why people always think that going to ITE is a sad thing for me?
Sometimes i really don understand.
Well,I have my own plans yea.
Sometimes things like, " Are you alright with ITE?" ,"Don be too sad yea."really pissed me off.
Wtf.
CNY this year is kinda of different.
It's quiet though there's the atmosphere.
Grandpa,Samson...is all in my mind when this festive season approached.
Lion dance is Samson's favourite.He would never fail to play with the drums when the troupe arrived at our doorsteps.But this year,there isn't anyone there to play with the drums anymore.
He would eat and drink non-stop and aunts will go nagging at his ears.But this year,there's no one there for us to nag anymore.Maybe the god up there will nag at him.=X.Whereas for my Grandpa,his favourite is drinking sessions with my uncles.Perhaps this year he will get drunk in heaven yea.
As I grow older,CNY isn't just all about hongbaos to me.It's always the gathering that Im looking forward to.Families get together.Jokes,poker cards,lion dance..Well that really make me smile. xD
Let's just leave everything to the almighty god.(though Im just a free-thinker.)
Wednesday~~
Sunday, February 18, 2007<3
Chinatown with family later.=)
Gonna be packed like sardines.Haha~
Shall update again soon. xD
Wednesday, February 14, 2007<3
Work had been great these few days.
And my colleagues are really friendly people.
Made a new friend too.Sometimes it's really fun to hide in a corner to enjoy bites of ice-cream.xD
Well,I failed my O-levels.
I was not gained admission for any schools except for ITE.
Ultimately,my choice was to retake to give myself a second chance.
Im not going back to school but to a private school,Penciltutor.
Parents gave me freedom to choose what I want to do and I deeply appreciate that.
Uncles,aunts,cousins,god-ma and god-brother send words of encouragement to me and their words truly made me smile.
Im still a happy girl. =)
Went for the baking course with vonny last fri.
It was uber fun!
Nice choclate truffles and chocolate molten cake.
Shall bake some for Lara to try one day.xD
Woohoo~A new pair of havaianas to add on to my flip flops collection.
It's golden in colour!It's a gift from my uncle. (:
I must admit that Im lucky.
Lovely parents,beautiful family,fabulous friends.
Walau,I feel like chalet-ing/BBQ and beaching!
Saturday, February 10, 2007<3
Haloha!Im BACK!
I have decided t shift back to this old and smelly blog.
Haha,that's because it's so much easier here.
Initially,I told sweetie that I wanna stop blogging.
But after second thoughts,I wanna stay put. xD
Have been heading down to Bugis these two days.
With Lara on Wednesday.
And..it's a gathering for the three of us yesterday! xD
I simply can't express how much I love my two sweeties.
I do cherish the friendship between us.Love ya girls!
Both of you are just so important in my life.
Dined over at V8 Cafe.The food and atmosphere is nice.Affordable too.
This explains why Lara and me was there for two consecutive days.(:
After months have passed,I know who's a true friend to me and who's not.
It's too late to say anything now.
However,Im just SO utterly disappointed in her.
I always thought that she would put in some effort after so many talk-it-out sessions.
But things still remained the same.
I or rather WE are tired of all the excuses.
It's just so hard to face her now.
Getting our results in 5 hours time.
Lucks to all my buds!