Tiffyang

*eek*

Just came back from granny's hse..
Had a rather fun time there...
Didn't see my uncles,aunts and cousins for a very very long time..
They asked me if i have gone MISSING~
LOL..
I wonder wad if i am really missing..

Today is a dun-feel-like-doing-anything day for me..
Therefore,besides reading some notes..
There is nth else i do..
Jus dun have the mood to do anything..
Was chatting with a friend half-way and i jus tell him..
"Sorry,i think i gtg..Do not really have the mood to chat.."
Haish~
I am really so BAD~
Really sorrie..
Then i went offline..
Spending most of the day with granny and dad on the hk drama vcd..
The show had more or less cheered me up a little??
Hahahs.=P.
Ard 4 plus,mum came back from her appointment and we headed to maternal granny's hse..

Read vonz's blog and found out that she is really sick~
It's the doing of fried food..
Hey gurl,rest well..
Drink more water..
Eat more fruits~
Must really take care!!!!
Miss ya..XD

deep down in my heart..
i wonder..
i knew..
i knew that..
but...

All i can say is I am disappointed...

*aWww*
Yesterday was a pretty long day..
Reached home at about 12 plus..
It was a pretty amazing service..
The preacher of the day is Mike Conell..
And the singer for praise and worship is Rubben Morgen..
He really have the looks of a singer~
Perhaps he will be my idol..
Instead of Jay Chou or 5566..

STUDY.ONLINE.STUDY is wad i do for the whole day yesterday.
Had a rather small dispute with Mum too.
I hate it when she nag at me!
I teared.But i tell no one.Lalalalalalas~

Ard 3 plus, i left home and headed to expo to meet ade,sh and eugene.
Then we went for the service.
The main service plus special service.
All ended at 9 plus.
After that,joe,eug,sh,ade and me headed to changi for our dinner~
I had a little gastric pain.
Ate MCchicken.
Then ard 11.
We took the MRT home.
Everyone was tired on the train.
Reached CCK and..
I headed home by foot.
Instead of taking a CAB..
i called someone.
But no response.
So many cockroaches~
Jus when i was at my door..
Ade msg me to ask me if i have reached home..
That's sweet of her~

Granny is at my hse now~
Lalalalalas~

i will jus have to get used to it..=(

i was tagged by shih hua to do this!

10 items you're dying to get.

1)a sports/outing bag that suits me.No specific brand.But jus want ONE that suits me.=P

2)a new school bag.(the one that i m carrying now looks really OLD!LMAO!)

3)a television in my bedroom.

4)a hp-strap that suits my phone.

5)a ticket for a trip to hongkong.( perhaps after my O's?shall leave it to my parents to plan.=P)

6)chalet with my friends after my O's.(this time i wan more people to join STAY!)this doesn't seems to be an item.But this is wad i dying to have!

7)an unforgettable birthday celebration with my friends.

8)unlimited supply of latest hongkong drama series!!!!

9)a sweet day with my loved one.=)(is this possible?)

10)last but not least,GOOD GRADES FOR ME,MY FRIENDS in the O's.
good grades for jian ming too.=)

10 things that fascinates you.

1)friends.=)

2)family.=P

3)Romantic moments.

4)smiles and laughter from my friends.=)

5)flip-flops.=)

6)the clour black,white and purple.

7)my dove shampoo.=).(i love the smell!LOL!)

8)outings with my friends.(including the gurls and the guys!)

9)my ring!

10)my mp3.which is also my HP!.=P

10 things you dread.

1)loneliness.

2)when my friends and family are unhappy.

3)when i was left out.=(

4)blows!

5)heat!

6)rude people!

7)hot and cold feeling.=(

8)my mum's nagging.

9)cockroach!(in general,insects.LOL!)

10)meat!

Life have been really stressful for me recently.
It's not really very stressful.But jus a little?
Somehow,
I,myself is also not very sure how stressed i am..
Duhz~

There is always a second voice in my mind..
Motivating me..
Telling me wad i shld do..
How i shld face things..
Therefore,
This is how i got so far here..
After all the setbacks and blows that i faced..

Things happened one after another..
Had indeed changed me..
From a weakling..
To a much more stronger person..
However,
Still a little weak at heart..
I can't be a completely strong person..
But i shall promise myself..
To be a better person..

I can't be perfect..
i can't be a wonderful friend..
i can't be a totally guai daughter..
But i promised..
i wil try my best to bring people ard me happiness..=)

Feelings somehow engulfed me..
Making me blogged all these..

Forgive and forget..
This will be the biggest challenge for me..

hiyee~
back to blogging!
yesterday didn't really have the chance to blog..
but here i am NOW!

Nth much really happened today.It's as per normal.

27o7o6`

Nth much happened.Hwever,there was an important match going on in sch.That was the soccer match between 4E1 and 5N1.Tok to vonz on the phone at nite and she told me the score.4-1.5N1 won.That was expected but 4E1 performed well too.Did not manage to watch the show because of a AH CHOO.I sneeze and my whole dun koe where was so pain.Therefore i headed home by foot.However,that did not stop me from going to the gym to jog.I jus want to forget things for a little while.Therefore i went to jog.To make myself tired.But that was not a success.I m even more energetic than before.

After i jog,went back to granny's home and chatted with granny.As i look into granny's eyes,that was when i koe how much i love her.Jus love her loads!!!May god bless her with good health and bring all her worries away.After chatting,went to bath.Had dinner,read notes and rest.

Ard 7 plus,dad came home and after his dinner,we headed home together.

I make a new specs!!!!I will have my new specs on SUNDAY!!!!Lalalalas~White frame..=)

Then at nite.Talk to vonz.Then study cos can't really get to slp.Then after studying,went to bed..
That's my life.=P

Vonz,we just can't do wad we really want to do.That's really sad..However..Don't forget..i m always here for you..=P

wish you all the best for everything..=)

ANYWAY ON 27 JULY 2006,

I would like to wish HWEE YI and LEONARD a BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!=)

Boo!

Mushy conversation going on in my tagboard..
Lalalalalalas~
Someone is so BHB to think that she was wanted by someone..
LMAO!

Lessons were as per normal.Extra lessons were only meant for pure sci students.While combined sci students were dismissed.Hence,i headed to JP for lunch with ade while von von went home to enjoy her KFC.Chatted alot during lunch.Haha.Can u imagine sometimes i smile to myself when i think of memories with my friends??Some might think i m MAD..But this is how much they mean to me.Ade was like telling me recently she kept having the thought about things relating to marriage..Hahaha..She was thinking of being her friend's bridesmaid..But who koes she might be the one to get married first???Lalalalas~I really can't imagine sheng having a gf now..Hahaha..Jus can't imagine..Can you imagine him wearing a suit and walking down the aisle?He might be suaning his other partner all the way..LMAO!No offence..=X

Ade..Perhaps you shld put ahem's feeling aside and think about your feelings first..This is definitely not a selfish act..However,no matter wads ur decision..i will always be here supporting you..XD..

Anyway,we saw someone we dun wish to see when we are at ljs..Hahaha..Called vonz and she is so clever to koe wad we actually saw..Oh my,She is getting more and more clever!!!!!LOL..=P

After lunch,we walked ard JP..Ade was looking for a suitable cardigan for herself..So we decided to walk ard..Perhaps we shld save up for another shopping spree at Bugis..We might be able to get better deals there!!!!!=D..

Ard 4 plus,we left JP..Headed home,bathed and i missed the episode of my fav show..=(..Read my social studies notes once again and i dozed off...Lalalalala..Ard 6 plus..i woke up..Ate porridge and drink the green apple plus bitttergourd juice~Not bad though it taste weird...

Watched the show xi guan da shao..The Tianci is jus so CUTE..I really admire the love he have for Shuangxi..Hahahahas~Complicated yet simple love story...=)

Watched a little of the last episode of the gateau affairs..Then it's time to go home..And here i am now blogging~

Oh yeah!Tml is 4E1 soccer match against 5N1..
4E1..Jiayous orhx..Wo hui yong yuan support ni men!!!!
Might be watching the match with vonz and ade tml~
In msn,i was like asking vonz..Shld we make pom pom?
Haha..She told Alex..And Alex actually believe we will make..
Actually if i m giving the materials..I might make!
LMAO!

ANYWAY...JIAYOUS TO 4E1!!!!!

Yesterday night wasn't a good nite for me..At first,my nose was very pain..Then I smelled blood...My nose actually bleed..And because of that..I did not picked up Jian Ming's phone call..By the time i called back..He was already asleep..My nose bleed today again..Might be due to heatiness...However,my mum is afraid that it might be because of my head injury...Lalalalas~Not sure..Dun care...

i can do nothing except to give you wad you really wan..=)

Looking forward to F-R-I-D-A-Y.=)

26 of every month does not mean anything to me anymore~

awWw~
it has been really a long long time since i last blogged...
Sorry~
Hope my loyal readers are still here..
Don't stop visiting my blog hor!!!
Or not..*evi laughter*
Hehehehehehe..
LMAO!

Nth much today..
All i do was to STUDY STUDY and STUDY..
Or shld i say..
Recently that's all i do..
STUDY..
MUSIC..
FRIENDS..
Hahas..
When i m alone without my friends..
MP3 is the thing that accompany me thru my maths and everything..
How can i ever imagine life without friends?
They indeed play a IMPORTANT role in my life..
Without them,i would not encouragement and care that i got all these while..
Really want to thank them loads..
Vonz..thanks for the msg-es that you send me ytd..
I miss you every sec,every min and every hour de hor..!!!!
But i m fair..
I miss ade and sh as MUCH!!!!
Lalalalas~

Today after NE quiz..
Went to banquet for lunch..
With vonz,ade,sh(she nv eat~)jiarong and alex...
The NE Quiz was quite FUN~
We had to build Singapore..
i m a senior builder of Singapore..
Wahahahhaha..
Earn 200+ thousand points...
Ate carrot cake..
Hahaha..Eating Alex...
And we say he is only $2.50..
Hahaha..Of cos that's not true..
Our friendship is priceless k..
LOL...
Fishball joke..
Lalalala~
LMAO!
After eating..
Ade,Vonz, shih hua and me went to take bus home..
Whereas Alex and Jia Rong dun koe go where..
Took 187..
I alight at lakeside and immediately took 98..
LOL..
Haha..
Though i can take 98 in the first place..
I must be MAD~
Dun care~

After reaching home..
Bathed..
Watched the gateau affairs..
Left two more episode..
I m going to miss this show~
Read social studies till i doze off...
Had soup..
And here i m blogging now...
Lalalala~

The process might be hard..But i am left with no choice..
Is there anything that i can do..The ans is NTH..
Promises..
Wad's that?
I doubt it ever exist..

I love you guys..=)

Vomited jus now..
The feeling is really unbeareable..
But somehow..
I don't see it as..
Erm..Something that i shld take note..
Perhaps..I m used to it..

Today is definitely a hot weather!!!!
Can't stand..
Argh~
It's great if i can travel now..
I wanna go to a place with SNOW!!!!!!
Hmm..Yesterday ade and me was at the airport..
And i told her it will be great if we can go on a holiday together after the O's..
Hope this will come true~
Thailand would be our first destination..
SHOPPING!!!!
Wanna buy loads and loads of things!!!!!!
=P

Nothing much happened today..
Didn't have much appetite..
Ate homemade noodles that dad and mum bought for me..
Ate less than half..
aWwW~
Wasted food..
Studied geog and eng the whole day..
That's all for me today..=)

Love von's blog song~
lalalalalas~=P

Shld i?
Shldn't i?

In my entire life,i have never waited for anyone..
But now..i have decided to wait..And i m already waiting..
I will wait for you..ONLY YOU..=)
The journey might be long..
The journey might be filled with obstacles..
But don't forget..
I will always be here supporting you..=)
*cheeze*=P

Tuition was cancelled as my tuition teacher had something on...
Oh my..then why did i wake up so early..
aWwW~
Yeah!!!Had fun yesterday!!!!!

15o7o6`

Woke up ard 9 plus..Msg my friends for a while..Read some notes..And went to bathed..=P
Met ade at 1pm at je as we are heading to expo for bible study...
Thought shih hua would be joining us..
However,she is going for next week service..=(
It's amazing..Within half and hour..From je..we reached eunos..Adeline was like..Check the time..LOL..It's true..MRT was going fast yesterday..However i don't think so..Because ade have me to accompany her..That's why time flies..Wahahahaha..
Before i meet ade..i was like trembling in the MRT..Popped two pils and i m alright..I spent ard 6 freaking bucks for transport yesterday..My mum forget to return my ez-link card to me due to that incident that day..Sianz..

Reached expo ard 0155..Headed to foyer 3 to wait for jodie to start the bible study...Started ard 2 plus..=D..I learnt something again!!!!!I must have faith in myself..I must BELIEVE that i can do it..I musn't give up...Besides that..i must forgive those who have hurt me..Regardless of how much that person hurt me..Though it's hard..This is something that i MUST learn..Anyway,i have forgiven lalalalalalas~..LMAO!!!

After bible study..we headed to the food court for bunch..My brunch was at 3 plus..Hahaz..Though that's late..I do not have any appetite in the first place..Did not finish my chicken rice too..Compared to last time..i would have finished it..After jodie and eugene had their desserts,we went to wait for ben..However,jodie,ade and me had decided to go into Hall 8 first..While eugene joined us later..In the end,Ben did not turned up because of dun-koe-wad reason..Had healing session yesterday..I prayed for my aunt..Hoping that god could take all her pain away..All her sufferings would be gone..Shower her with the strength to overcome all the pain...Service ended ard 7 plus..Eugene,ade and i headed to changi airport for dinner..Went to terminal 1 by skytrain..Initially.we wanted to dine at popeye..However,it was packed..Therefore,we went to burger king to have our dinner..Oh,the meal was damn filling..Half way through..I already wanted to give up..However,i tried to hang on..Oh yeahs..we were damn lame!!!Hoping that the aeroplane that carry the O-level and N-level paper will be bombed!!!!!Eugene even say that he wanted to write someting on his paper to threaten the people there..Either they get a heart attack or stroke..They would be so afraid that they would give A for everything..Wah..Laugh until want to peng ar!!!!Did not koe that we could be so lame..We even say that we would dream of ourselves being terrorist..Hahaha..Oh..I really miss the laughter!!!!!

Ard 9 plus..We headed home..On the way home..We chatted about alot of things..Really love my sisters and brothers!!!!!!!I feel so blessed to have them..Just can't stop saying that i m blessed!!!!=P.

Reached home ard 10 plus going to 11..Bathed..And watched a little of Jin San Sun..Jian Ming msg-ed me ard 11 plus..And we chatted till ard 1 plus am..I had a good laugh again chatting with him...=P..Cos i bully him~Lalalalalas~

i know..
you know..
we know~

wOosh~
Today was a resting day for me...
Sleeping seems like being in a coma for me..
I can't seems to wake up..
Blur blur de..

Tun Jiang was sick today and heard from vonz and ade..
He did not turn up in sch..
Hey bang!
Take Care..
Must drink more water worz...=)
And last but not least,thanks for ur care and concern!

Was resting the whole day at granny's hse..
Vonz,ade and shih hua came to my granny's hse ard 2 plus..
Thanks sisters for visiting me..
I got a quarter of watermelon..
Half of a honeydew..
And three apples!!!!
I feel so loved by them..
Thanks for being by my side!!!!
Love all of you loads!!!!!!
Ard 5 plus,they leave granny's hse to JP..

And thanks florence for her regards!!!!

Mdm Lye,thanks for ur care and concern too..
Sorry to have make you worry..

aWwW..
I m feeling damn nauseous now!!!!!
Felt lyk vomiting..
Hate this feeling!!!!!

Jin San Sun is so damn funny!!!!!!
My mum's laughter was damn loud when she watched this korean show..
LMAO!!!!!
I enjoyed watching this show too...LOL..=P

Yesterday was really a disaster for me..
I felt damn lost and blur..
I did not really know wad happened except for the noises..
While i was on my way to the hospital in the ambulance...
I cried..
I thought of Samson..
I knew he felt as lost as me at that point of time before he passed away..
I really miss him alot...
Though he is not here anymore..
He will stay in my heart forever...

I really feel appreciated..
I felt that around me..
I have loads of people that care for me..
I really cherish them alot..
SAY,thanks for being here..
I really cherish our friendship alot...
I jus simply love you three alot!!!!
Hugs!
=)

your shadow is everywhere..

Though i m not suppose to be here...
I m here...

o3o6o6`

i remember this day..it's the day where i went for the third day of emerge conference..And it's also the day i get to msg him more..During the session..i msg him..After the session..I did tok to him..Subsequently after this day..We talk more..I initiated by calling him..And blah blah..I felt sweet and happy to have him by my side..It's really nice...

On the 18o6o6,something sweeter happened...

However..it's the 27o6o6,i wanna talk about...

Tantrums..Signs of no confidence...is because i really dun wanna lose him..Knowing him more as each day pass..Has made me very scared of losing him..I miss him as far as i know on that day..But i did not want to bother him afraid that he might be doing his fav things or so..I did not take the initiative..That day,i lose control of myself..Being a little mood-less...I really dun wanna lose him..But i failed to express..Hence,on that day..I guess i lose him..I so wanted to take the initiative..I so wanted to call him..I so wanted to msg him..But why didn't i????I really dun wish to lose him but resulted in losing him...Actually,i know he like me..and i koe i like him..I m already very contented and happy..There is nothing else that i wanted...

I agree with something..I really agree with that something..But i lose control...Cos i know i am going to miss him...

Him.After knowing him,he became the motivation for me to excel in my studies.Remembering his every word,i studied for the sake of us.I wanted the best out of everything for my studies knowing that he is worried for my O's.With him,family,friends and studies,there is nothing else in my life.I m happy with him.I m jus too afraid to lose him.

Too afraid to lose him...

That was the reason for everything.

god,please bless him and shower him with all the care and happiness..
don't wish to see his glummy face..
don't wish to see him stressed up...
don't wish to see him mood-less...
all i ask for is his smile..
not just for one day..
but forever...

xiao xiao sha sha~

Will be back blogging soon..
Stay tuned!!!!
I love you,sisters!!!!!!

wOosH~
Italy won in the finals!!!!
Did not win any bettings...
But it's alright as long as they win!!!!

Had only 1.5 plus hr of slp last nite.=P.But i guess someone is more tired than me.

Had a tired day at sch today.Nothing much to talk about.Lessons were as usual.BORING!Do not know what actually happened to me today.I felt lost.But that doesn't matter.Hope tml will be a better day for me.After sch,i headed home by foot.Had instant noodle and carrot cake for lunch.Watched gateau affairs!!I just simply love this show!!!!It keeps me exciting to know what's going to happen next.Hope i m in time to catch the next episode tml afternoon.After bathing,i took a nap for ard 2 hours.Only had vegetable soup and guava for dinner.My appetite sucks during evening!!!!Felt nauseous till now!!!!Headed home by car ard 6.30 pm.Read physics and did the theory workbook.And here i am blogging.=P.

The 9 pm new show seems to be nice.Guess it's about love.Oh my,LOVE.This thing is really complicated.Aii~

What am i suppose to do???=(

aWwW~
lappy is back to normal!!!!!!
so happy!!!
However,there are many things waiting for me to update into the lappy..
cos it is reformatted..
SIANZ!!!!!

o8o7o6`

Had fun at expo yesterday..Went for the service by a preacher that preaches well about relationships..The preacher is Rev.Dr Robb Thompson..The whole session was quite okay..Met ade around two at jp control station..I reach there ard 1 plus..Waited for her till 2...it's not that she is late..I am EARLY..always EARLY...heez..Then we made our way to expo to meet her cell group members..Went to attend the bible study by Carmen..The whole lesson was alright..Carmen did a great job..Hee..Did get to learn some things in life too...After that..we rushed back to Hall 8 for service...Heard ade say that Hall 8 has expanded..i think besides the walk way in between had become wider..Nothing else changed..=P..The service ended aroung 7 plus to 8..Went to changi airport mac with adeline,carmen and eugene..Had dinner and chatted till ard 9 plus ten before we headed home...On the way home,lame jokes and blah blah was spread around the MRT..He called ard 10 plus and we chatted...Told him about some of my feelings...

o9o7o6`

Had tuition in the morning frm 10.15am to 12.15pm..Had a nightmare yesterday..I dreamt about alot of people that shouldn't have appeared in my dream..Called him at 4 plus am..No one picked up...I guess he was in his beauty dream..He msg-ed me ard 5 plus am when i was in my beauty dream...LMAO!What are we doing in the early mornings????Woke up at 9 and prepared for tuition..After tuition,i headed to my granny's hse for lunch..Finals tonight!!!!!Bought bettings on ITALY!!!!!!ITALY,u better don't disappoint me!!!!=P..Did not buy much..Just a mere $5..But wanna support the team that he like!!!!!My whole family bet on France..My dad was a little neutral..I m the exception ONE!!!Lalalalas~Ard 4 plus...I headed home alone...Bought yami yoghurt...Study a little geography..Just finish my dinner and here i am blogging!!!!!!!

Thoughts flowed through my mind..
Somehow i think that all my past realtionships are all FAKE..
Nothing seems to be real...
It's just so FAKE..
Dragging is all i SEE...
I think i was blinded in the PAST...
i do not want such things in future...
I jus want someone to be by my side...
Someone that can accept me...

Someone is having flu and PMS~
Hope he is getting better..=P

awWw~
jus finish doing my professor.com thingy..
had a really long nappy today..
this is to recharge my batt for the whole week..
when i say long..
it's really LONG!lmaO!

Sch today was relaxing.Nothing much really happened.Except for crappy jokes from friends.Hee.=P.Tissue paper can actually lead to many censored thinking and blahs~Besides that,a "beautiful" voice can actually be the calling-out for RAIN.LOL.Can't stand the wonderful imaginations and thinkings that my friends have.It's incredible.

Did not join ade,vonz and gang for lunch as it has been a long time since i last tasted my granny's homemade nasi lemak though she cooked every friday.Therefore,after sch i headed home by foot.*eeeK*i m really afriad that the stupid sun is making me tanned as every single day i walked home just to get away from the packed-like-hell buses.Unhealthy tanning.Sianz.Mum say too much sunlight is not good for my skin.Yeah,i m also not a plant.Why must i need so much sunlight?LOL.Jus want a healthy skin colour.That's all.

Reached home.Took a bath.
And nasi lemak here i come!lmaO!
Ate ice jelly that my granny packed home from aunt's coffee shop.
Sweet~
After a rest,i went into my beauty sleep and actually missed the show.The gateau affairs.
SHUTS!
But never mind.
Next time rent VCD watched again though i already watched it before.=P

When i was on my way home,i saw a few really cute nursery kids.A cute little girl actually wore her left shoe on her right foot and right shoe on her left food.Remember this scenerio???When we are young,we are also like that.Hee.They are just so CUTE.Though they might be mischevous at times,but they are really nice.Come to think of small little kids,i miss my cousins.Carmen and Casey.It has been a long time since i last saw them.Hmm,in my mind i had already thought of two names for my baby boys in future.Though i might not know i will be giving birth to a boy or a girl.I really love these two names.Dion and Teyes.Hee.For girl,i dun have anything in mind yet.=P.I shall leave this to the future.=)

My lappy is already half-well.Later,Samuel is coming to finish the second half.Hope he can do it well.Or not,he will not have any advantage!Wahahaha.But really want to thank him.=P

I have this feeling that i really want to be with him.Having a simple relationship with him is all i ask for.Nothing more.Nothing less.Just a simple and happy life with this cute little baby.I m fully contented.=P.Baby,i miss you.Muacks.

Though he is CUTE,
he took ages to reply my msg..
wahahahaha..
it's really ages k..
I m not bluffing...
But i still love him~

I m sick and tired of life going on in sch!
Books,numbers and notes are killing me..
Sometimes I just feel so damn stressed up..
Freaked out.
Life still goes on~

Okies..
Here's my promise to someone that i will blog more about the gurl and the guy..
The guy that i mentioned in the story yesterday is kinda of toot toot de..He is fond of the gurl at that time..But failed to take action on Valentine's Day..During their MSN chat...The gurl told him that she was waiting for him..She was a little pissed i believed..Therefore the next day..The guy went to bought her fav soft toy and heart shape chocolates for her..He waited for her under her block..But she failed to turn up..Because she was already at home..The surprise that the guy want to give her..Went down the drain..It's really a pity rite???Therefore,guys out there,grab the chance when you have it!

In my heart,i just want to be a simple gurl..Just a simple gurl and nothing else.Simple girl growing up in a sweet and simple family with a simple boy in her life~

Childhood Sweetheart.Recently,I went to watch the show that i watched a few years back.Autumn in my heart.It's a teary kind of show.But it's really sweet.A little sad too.The love they have is something that words can't describe.But really sad to say,the ending wasn't a good one.=(

I fell in love with another show too.The gateau affairs~It's my favourite show!It's funny!It's nice.It's a show related to CAKES!You can see all kinds of beautiful cakes in the show.I ever thought of becoming a cake master.But that really require me to have lots of creativity and talent.I might not be an expert in baking cakes.But i will surly learn to bake a NICE,SWEET and LOVELY cake for HIM.The one i love.=P

zZzZz..Got to rush off to have my dinner before granny use a mike to shout at me.LMAO!
Take care pals.

I miss you.=P.
Do you?

ITALY went to the finals!
Though i am not someone that catches up with soccer..
This is a team that he support!

Had a stressful day today.
Chinese O's oral just passed..
*phew*
To me,it's alright..
However,my fate is with the two examiners.
lalalala~

As usual boring lessons today.Nothing much to talk about.
My eyes just can't open when it comes to the going through of comprehension questions..
Not just me.My pals too.Some eyes are closed.Some are half-open half-closed.
How boring can this be~

Headed home alone by foot.
And here I am blogging.

I came to know about a guy and a gal.They once fall in love.They have happy memories.They are fond of each other.However,together wasn't the ending.To me,it's really a pity.Is education the real reason?In the world of love,not even the slightest thing could be a barrier.To me,education doesn't really matter.It's a matter of heart.A good education might give you a good job.However,that doesn't mean that you will have a second chance finding someone you really love.Besides that,a good education doesn't buy you a good character.Being able to meet someone you love is something that you will not ask for more.You will only ask once.Just once.Cherish the one you love.

4 big things in my life now :
1. Family
2.Friends
3.Him
4.Books

Family.I am happy to have such great parents in my life.Though my mum is a little nagging,i know she cares for me.Of course i hope she wouldn't be over-protective.But all mums are like that.We can't blame them.Guess she is not over-protective.She is caring.As for my dad,he doesn't show his concern for me through words.But he showed it through actions.I can feel it with my heart.I love my maternal grandmother and paternal grandmother!They are the cutest grandmothers in my life.I love my cousins,uncles and aunties too.I really want to tell them that I LOVE THEM!!!!!!

Friends.i have wonderful friends in my life.I have STAY and friends from 4E1 and 4E3 too.Now,they are all busy preparing for their prelims and O's.It's kind of stressed.I know things are getting stressed up.But all of you,do take care of your health.Don't stress yourself too much.STAY and friends,if there is any problem,feel free to look for me.I am just a msg or a phone call away.Don't hesitate.Take care!!!Love all of you!!!!I feel appreciated to have STAY,yy,mariana,siti and many more in my life.Good luck for all of you in the prelims and O's.

Him.Though we just get to know each other not long ago,talking to you makes me feel that i have met you long long long long time ago.I feel protected.I feel happy and sweet.He is cute.Very cute.Heez.Shall blog more about him in the next post in a special activity.=P

Books.Regarding this thing,i m going to speak my feelings in short and sweet sentences.Now,i m starting to develop feelings for these thick thingy.Hope they will make me love them.I will work hard for my O's!LMAO!

LAST BUT NOT LEAST...
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY TO SHENG!!!!!
stay handsome always.
go and watch more NC 16 movies!
LMAO!

Unsure...
You're unsure..

I fainted jus now.
*awWww*
i felt like i was in a dream..
i call out "help!"..
hoping that someone would embrace me...
but no one came.
i hate this feeling!

a MISTAKE.
once a mistake is made.
perhaps you can't turn back time.
you can do nothing.
the pain in your heart pricks you.
but there's NOTHING you can do.

27o6o6
or perhaps earlier...
i see no traces anymore..
no traces..
no footprints..
nothing..
i m lost..
i m scared..
i hate beng on a road..
without the traces that you left behind..

1 week of work..
1 week of business..
1 week of dun-koe-wad-thing..
can actually bring about many changes..

it's long..
every second..
every minute..
every hour jus pass so slow..

thoughts flow through..
you thought things were this way..
but it wasn't this way..

FEAR filled your mind..
all i can tell you is..
DON'T BE AFRAID of challenges ahead..
for i will be always here..

i cried.

*aWwW*
Reach home at ard 5 plus..
stay back in sch to do maths..
I m damn stressed up looking at the numbers cos the numbers give me numbers..
LMAO!

sch was relaxing and fun today!
had an hour recess..
followed by a performance by our cutie cute teachers!
the skit was damn funny!
and that was my favourite!
did not koe ms chiang can be so daring and she can really SING!
oh god~
never underestimate ur teachers...
mrs firdouse is also cute wearing the hua yi uniform..
SHE is really GOOD at acting..

after the performance..
by right..
we are to have eng lesson..
but it was cancelled!
HOWEVER`
i have to stay back to finished my MATHS..
stayed back with mariana and sh..
at the same time..
waiting for ade to finish her O's chi oral..

ard 4 plus..
ade came to my cls..
and we chatted..
was lazy to face those odd numbers..
even numbers..
wadever~
LOL..
and ard 5 plus..
we left sch..
i took 187 with them and alighted at lakeside...
was LAZY to walk..=X

pizza outing was cancelled!
so sad rite~
BUT there is a much more exciting thing~
that's cafe cartel!
heez..
after so many plannings..
our decision eventually stick to the first planning..
LMAO~
sheng fu,chin how,xiao ling,vonz,ade and me..
there are a few more people..
but not confirmed yet..
shih hua is staying at home to chiong books~
jiayous!!!!!!!

hope tml's outing will be fun.=)

i miss you~

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