Tiffyang

Annyong Haseyo! m back from korea a few days back. The weather was shiok, but it's a little too much to bear. The lowest it can go is -15. Tell me, how can i not wrap like a bazhang. So everyday was saying no to air-con, but yes to the warm heater. Haha. Overall, it's a different experience. & i finally seen,touch and feel snow! The sight of snow falling down was way too beautiful. I love to touch the cotton-wool snow, it's so soft & easy to make a snowball. & skiing was fun! thou i fall & hit my bum once. alright, i'm too lazy to blog out every details. maybe i'll do that in next few days.

so today is the last day of 2008. honestly speaking, i can't be bothered to do a reflection of what really happened this year. no resolutions & no wish-list. well, i aint a greedy kid. all i want is my family and friends to stay by me (just like always. (:). yeap, that's all.

Happy 2009 to all! enjoy this special holiday.

coooolio beanios. i'm blogging from the airport now, they have freeeee internet access. (: haha. m going to fly off in an hour time. i seriously love the airport & the feeling of the plane taking off. ahhh, can't wait! so today, i only have a pathetic two hours nap after passing up the HR proj. (like finally!) m going to sleeeeeep like a piggy later. ok. i love the boots i am wearing now. love, take really good care of yourself k. i'll miss you till 31st. (:

good morning earth, it's six in the morning & i just finish bits and pieces of the report. i just feel like blogging now but i don know what to say. guess i should just stone till sunrise before doing what i should do for the fucking damn project.

i fucking going to stop the one-sided game. you totally aint worth it. since fate chose to arrange things this way, i'm just gonna resign to it, & stop hoping that there will be any changes. i just want you to be far away from me. i must be blind last time. you're not the only guy on earth man. fuck it

so yesterday was zoukout with barry, sam & his campmates. they were friendly people & m happy that the night/morning started & ended off well. (: the place was jammed packed with people during midnight & we took quite some time to get in. vodka red bull to kickstart the night, but it wasn't enough to get us high! haha. hit the dancefloor till 3 before getting out to have some beer. (& beer really sucks!) love the r&b dancefloor! \m/ it was awesomeeee compared to trance! after boozing, we headed back to the dancefloor & went really high till six plus. overall, i really love the beach party! (: too bad mumsy don allow me to bring along the camera, so yeah, no nice pictures to share. :( guess i'll be back for zoukout 2009! Haha. & fuck, HR proj deadline is near. oh god, a mood spoiler, like totally.

watching hot shot makes me miss you even more,
i wish i could be the one cheering you on court,
but..... it's a one-sided dream afterall.
it's me that miss you,
& i just can't stop this thing.

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finally, it's term break! by right, holidays starts next week. by left, mateys & mine starts today! well, we're just too sick of school. moreover, we're still stucked with the fucking chim HR proj which dues next week. wth, it's holidays mind you! anyhow, tonight's clubbing was postponed, to either fri or sat! i can't wait to booze man. i don know why, but i feel like drinking & at the same time, to have fun. shitzo, m going to spend alot, again.

so today was retail therapy & dinns with sam & barry. & barry made a joke while we're ordering ramen at ajisen.

barry: hmm, one crazyfish ramen for me please.
sam&tiff: ??????
sam: crayfish la. what crazyfish.

& it was heart-to-heart talk before home sweet home. (:

i'm going through an emotional wreck now. i can't do what my heart wants, & i'm holding myself back real tight. no text, no msn, basically, nothing. i wanna get my ass out tonight! don know why but i feel like singing now. it will be nice if love is free so we can hit k-box & sing all the emotional songs (at least i think i'll feel better) . ade asked me out last night for shopping today, but i don have pretty clothes since i stayed over at lakepoint last night. maybe i should ask my cousins later if they wanna go rounding, or maybe for some simple late night shit.

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i have a disease,
& baby, you're my disease.
can somebody get a doctor please,
cox i'm seriously attacked now,
by the disease.

i'm fucking bored in class now. valent & grace didn't come, m only left with rxn. she is busy doing her assignment while i'm here cracking my brain on how to use the fucking microsoft word. the teacher is giving so many assignments & it's piling up like mount fuji. ok, i just have to admit that i'm lazy to complete everything that's given. my mind is full of......(maybe love will know what's on my mind). & it's a long weekend ahead! but no one is free for me. ): i wanna watch four christmas & wild child! it's one week to hols! & i can't wait. sleeping late,waking up late plus meet-ups (i miss vonvon,haha) . ouh, so shiok!i have the mood to hit the club, but.... aye, forget about it. think i should just slack for the last half & hour before lesson ends. Haha.

i sat on a merry-go-round,

& went round & round,

after the whole ride,

i went back to the same spot.

just like how i went back to you.

fate brought me to know you,

& brought me back to you.

but why doesn't it do me another favour,

by giving us a good & loving ending?

went for my evening jog today. & i feel so refreshed after the jog! well, at least it helps in destressing me a little. haven't been having any appetite for the past few days plus the 2 ulcers in my mouth hurts. m munching on marigold peach jelly now & i kinda like it. thing aren't going fine for me for the past few days. i was on the verge of breaking down every now & then. thank god, there were people ard me that comforted me a little, like love's text/mms/phone call & the company in school.

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last friday, it was cousin outing. movie at vivo & it's fun supermarketing with them! we spend alot on snacks, haha. caught "Beverly Hills, ChiHuaHua". it's definitely a worth-10 bucks show. the dogs are so cute! & i'm kinda tempted to get one. but i know mumsy's not going to give a nod. so yea, forget about it. Haha. bused back to taman after movie. had supper over at mac & we had a long walk home. we did quite a number of idiotic stuffs along the way. Lol.

stan & rach in the middle of the road!

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i got my new toy on sunday! & i hate the awfully packed crowd over at expo, got very irritated while q-ing to redeem the camera. pink in colour! it's so not me, so girrrrrrrly! Haha.

dinner with aunt&family at night. & barry was on driver's seat that night! he just got his license & that explains why i keep swaying left to right the whole journey! but still, it's fun blasting music, chatting with Sam about cars & spotting GTR/ferrari on the road.

( i got him to pose for me, & he gave me the retarded smile& pose! Haha.)

&&& I should stop procrastinating, & book a test date for my BTT.

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i can't stop looking out of the window,
to take a glance.
that's bcos i miss you a little too much tonight.

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