QUIET
Suddenly I wanna be the richest woman.I want money & nothing else.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007<3
Monday, December 24, 2007<3
BOO
Gave my desktop away t my cousin.Everything is cleared & now I have two study table.I only need one. ): Double frown for not having a TV cable in my room.My lappy was taken away by its doctor,which means no dramas/blog-hopping/music tonight.I hope& pray that videos/photos/documents in the lappy can be saved.Guess I can only count on the DVDS that I have tonight.
No words/expressions,nothing.
Everything came t an end last night.
I'm going t keep quiet & work towards my goal. (:
Gave my desktop away t my cousin.Everything is cleared & now I have two study table.I only need one. ): Double frown for not having a TV cable in my room.My lappy was taken away by its doctor,which means no dramas/blog-hopping/music tonight.I hope& pray that videos/photos/documents in the lappy can be saved.Guess I can only count on the DVDS that I have tonight.
No words/expressions,nothing.
Everything came t an end last night.
I'm going t keep quiet & work towards my goal. (:
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AH CHOO
I have been sneezing away the whole day.Attempt t pack my room but gave up halfway,far too much t pack.I wanna throw almost everything away.Alright,i hate my room except for my bed & lappy area.
I'm repeating the same old thing in my head.
Give me sand & cement t build the wall higher.
I have been sneezing away the whole day.Attempt t pack my room but gave up halfway,far too much t pack.I wanna throw almost everything away.Alright,i hate my room except for my bed & lappy area.
I'm repeating the same old thing in my head.
Give me sand & cement t build the wall higher.
Saturday, December 22, 2007<3
OH-SO-TIRED
Early this week was catching up with the gfs.Met up with vonny first before lara&ade join us.Lunched over at Jack's Place & it was tons&tons of sharing.We laughed like nobody's business & I seriously love her company.(: Next was coffee bean at JP.We stayed till the staffs use the broom t really chase us out before we are willing t take our butts of the comfy sofa.We don't bear t leave each other but no choice.Haha.Nothing much this holidays & I'm seriously sick&tired. ): I am just looking forward t times whereby I can meet my gfs again.Plus spending quality time with the family is love.
Nothing is impossible in this world.
I'm ready t put my heart into it t make some magic. (:
Wednesday, December 19, 2007<3
TOYING?
Just came back from my evening jog.Extended my route for the past few routine but I still don sweat as much.I wanna sweat,sweat & sweat!Perhaps I will be changing my route.On a lighter note,my speed & stamina improved a little. (:
Jealousy.
Well,does the amount of love towards a person matters?
Does jealousy make the love lesser towards someone?
Guy A : he owns a car,he have a stable amount of allowance,he enjoys life,etc..
Guy B : he don own a vehicle, he only have a certain level of education,he isn't as rich,he is rather mysterious,however he works for money t support himself & a little for his family.
Would a girl choose Guy A or Guy B?
grant me the strength t be stronger for one last time.
my wall of defence is building up,perhaps it's gonna be as high as the sky.
it's a little so impossible t let it down.
no pinning of hopes i told myself,seriously.
i know i will never meet a genuine heart.
Just came back from my evening jog.Extended my route for the past few routine but I still don sweat as much.I wanna sweat,sweat & sweat!Perhaps I will be changing my route.On a lighter note,my speed & stamina improved a little. (:
Jealousy.
Well,does the amount of love towards a person matters?
Does jealousy make the love lesser towards someone?
Guy A : he owns a car,he have a stable amount of allowance,he enjoys life,etc..
Guy B : he don own a vehicle, he only have a certain level of education,he isn't as rich,he is rather mysterious,however he works for money t support himself & a little for his family.
Would a girl choose Guy A or Guy B?
grant me the strength t be stronger for one last time.
my wall of defence is building up,perhaps it's gonna be as high as the sky.
it's a little so impossible t let it down.
no pinning of hopes i told myself,seriously.
i know i will never meet a genuine heart.
Monday, December 17, 2007<3
OH,PLEASSSSEEEEE!
Finally,the holidays are here.But the gloomy weather seems t affect my mood alot more than I expect.My mind don seems t be on the right track.In fact,up till now,I have yet t find the direction in life which makes me comfortable.I can't seems t stop thinking & I'm rather tired about it.I wanna stop but I can't.Someone save me please?I really don know what I want and what I need.I numb myself for the past two months alot.Avoiding/Escaping from things,always thinking towards the negative direction and I refused t face everything that I should face.I wanna calm myself and pick myself up but I can't.I am not what I used t be in the past whereby I can just stop everything & go.Why is that so?Tell me why? I lose many things in life.Not money/clothes/food or whatever. It's something personal.I have been doing things t distract myself but it doesn't help. People,teach me what t do,will you?
Give me the strength.
Finally,the holidays are here.But the gloomy weather seems t affect my mood alot more than I expect.My mind don seems t be on the right track.In fact,up till now,I have yet t find the direction in life which makes me comfortable.I can't seems t stop thinking & I'm rather tired about it.I wanna stop but I can't.Someone save me please?I really don know what I want and what I need.I numb myself for the past two months alot.Avoiding/Escaping from things,always thinking towards the negative direction and I refused t face everything that I should face.I wanna calm myself and pick myself up but I can't.I am not what I used t be in the past whereby I can just stop everything & go.Why is that so?Tell me why? I lose many things in life.Not money/clothes/food or whatever. It's something personal.I have been doing things t distract myself but it doesn't help. People,teach me what t do,will you?
Give me the strength.
Thursday, December 13, 2007<3
HOHOHO
X'mas is coming in about a weeks' time!However,I don seems t have any x'mas mood,perhaps it's bcos of the overwhelming projects&tests that spoils everything.But still,I'm hoping for truckloads of fun from x'mas all the way t new year! Festive season falls within my term break so not much difference.All I want is some chilling out session,stayovers,maybe some boozes & of cos the company of lovely friends! (: I have a small xmas tree on my study desk & it does trigger my mood for xmas,so here's a picca of it. :D
X'mas is coming in about a weeks' time!However,I don seems t have any x'mas mood,perhaps it's bcos of the overwhelming projects&tests that spoils everything.But still,I'm hoping for truckloads of fun from x'mas all the way t new year! Festive season falls within my term break so not much difference.All I want is some chilling out session,stayovers,maybe some boozes & of cos the company of lovely friends! (: I have a small xmas tree on my study desk & it does trigger my mood for xmas,so here's a picca of it. :D
Should i,should i not?
Wednesday, December 12, 2007<3
T-H-R-E-E DAYS TO HOLS!
Last week,it was catching the sneak preview of 'The Golden Compass' at The Cathay with Rxn.It's a no laughter plus no ending show.There bound t be Part II for sure.And the ice bear is definitely a love! (:
Last week was a disaster with projects deadline piling up.It was sleeping at 3am/4am/5am everyday& somehow my body clock is a little bit messed up.BC presentation went well & I'm glad that it's all over. Guess what keeps me going in sch for the last week is gossip/crapping sessions with GRV. (: It's the monsoon season which means more gyming & lesser jogging routine around the neighbourhood.In fact,I prefer jogging&stretching outside than being cooped inside the gym with no scenery/fresh air. ): Sidenote: I love seeing beautiful brolly all around & the tic tac sound of the raindrops!
Headache/Vomiting/Abdomen pain have been attacking me recently & I seriously don feel good.): Let me feel a tad better please.
It's the double R I wanna tell you.
It's R alot recently,please R carefully.
I admit there's this fear in me.
Last week,it was catching the sneak preview of 'The Golden Compass' at The Cathay with Rxn.It's a no laughter plus no ending show.There bound t be Part II for sure.And the ice bear is definitely a love! (:
Last week was a disaster with projects deadline piling up.It was sleeping at 3am/4am/5am everyday& somehow my body clock is a little bit messed up.BC presentation went well & I'm glad that it's all over. Guess what keeps me going in sch for the last week is gossip/crapping sessions with GRV. (: It's the monsoon season which means more gyming & lesser jogging routine around the neighbourhood.In fact,I prefer jogging&stretching outside than being cooped inside the gym with no scenery/fresh air. ): Sidenote: I love seeing beautiful brolly all around & the tic tac sound of the raindrops!
Headache/Vomiting/Abdomen pain have been attacking me recently & I seriously don feel good.): Let me feel a tad better please.
It's the double R I wanna tell you.
It's R alot recently,please R carefully.
I admit there's this fear in me.
Wednesday, December 05, 2007<3
yawn
My clock reads 3am now. :O Just finish bits&pieces of project & now still thinking of ideas for my BC poster. I'm tired, but somehow I can't get myself t tuck under the blanket t have a peaceful/dreamy sleep. BC deadline is just one more day away & I just wanna get done with it. My mind seems t wander alot plus it's uber tiring t think of stuffs that gets so messed up in my head. ): I'm a little physically/mentally tired. I hate myself for thinking alot t contradict/tire/mess up myself. Why can't i just leave things as it is for me t live my life happily ever after?At the end of the day,I hope/pray I'll have the strength t hang on.
I want nothing but just fun& more fun.Holidays please come!I need a break yea.
Plus I seriously miss my girlfriends! Some retail therepy&snipping snapping soon yea?
& i know entries are getting a little too wordy,proper peektures entries soon!
My clock reads 3am now. :O Just finish bits&pieces of project & now still thinking of ideas for my BC poster. I'm tired, but somehow I can't get myself t tuck under the blanket t have a peaceful/dreamy sleep. BC deadline is just one more day away & I just wanna get done with it. My mind seems t wander alot plus it's uber tiring t think of stuffs that gets so messed up in my head. ): I'm a little physically/mentally tired. I hate myself for thinking alot t contradict/tire/mess up myself. Why can't i just leave things as it is for me t live my life happily ever after?At the end of the day,I hope/pray I'll have the strength t hang on.
I want nothing but just fun& more fun.Holidays please come!I need a break yea.
Plus I seriously miss my girlfriends! Some retail therepy&snipping snapping soon yea?
& i know entries are getting a little too wordy,proper peektures entries soon!
Monday, December 03, 2007<3
SCHOOL'S BEEN A BITCH
I'm officially stressed by school.Though holidays is just a couple of weeks away,I can't stand the smell of deadlines.BC + TPS projects coming my way plus tests here & there.It's killing all my brain cells.): Feeling so darn feverish&sick now & I can foresee myself burning the midnight oil tonight.I pray the thing in my head will create a miracle.Gonna take a breather before getting back t work. ):
I'm officially stressed by school.Though holidays is just a couple of weeks away,I can't stand the smell of deadlines.BC + TPS projects coming my way plus tests here & there.It's killing all my brain cells.): Feeling so darn feverish&sick now & I can foresee myself burning the midnight oil tonight.I pray the thing in my head will create a miracle.Gonna take a breather before getting back t work. ):