my almost lover, the way you change is faster than how a human should react. now, you became a razor that cut me so deep,..... i can barely hear from you anymore.
Thursday, July 30, 2009<3
my almost lover, the way you change is faster than how a human should react. now, you became a razor that cut me so deep,..... i can barely hear from you anymore.
Sunday, July 19, 2009<3the knot in my heart..
it goes round, round & round,..
days, months, years through my life, it gets even more complicated,
i can't open up,.. nor do i have the ability to,
it's a dead knot.
<3opposite of what it should be,..
the conversation we had, should be a happy one,... but why did i feel jaded instead? yay, i might be pessimistic about stuffs, but that's the cruel fact that we must face in life, isn't it?
Friday, July 17, 2009<3bitter or sweet?
town with sissy this evening. caught harry potter,.. and the ending is kinda disappointing. everyone in the theatre seems to be expecting something more than what's there for us. but still, it's worth watching. tickets are selling like hotcakes! sissy and me had to make do with the first row angle,. haha. we strolled down town, with the old-man ice-cream in our hands before cabbing home. i'm pretty shaggged now, but why can't i just shut my eyes and bloooooody go to bed? neeeeways, vonvon! can't wait to meet you next week, even if it's for a simple dinns! (: shalll shut my half-opened eyes now. nights.
p/s maybe it's..... i really don know. i just know,... imissyou.
p/s maybe it's..... i really don know. i just know,... imissyou.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009<3random..
just came back from my morning jog & i'm drennnnched all over, cos of the sudden downpour. but still, i managed to finish the daily routine. (-: the weather is so cooling now, definitely nice to sleep in..., but.. ah, i still need to bath & dry my hair first.. halfway through the jog, my ipod was playing vanessa hudgens - say ok,.. i don know why, but i feel alot for this song. it's a veryvery old song.. but well, the lyrics just seems to sing out everything. haha. alright nuff said, shall get a warm bath, before deciding, breakfast? or sleep? random, but i really miss tanning @ the beach. i wanna beach-bum at sentosa. anyone free? or maybe i should go alone.. haha, sounds so emo-momo.
<3falling down is no joke,...
hey-yo! i decided to stop stop stop stop,... procrastinating, & decorate this space with something. haha. life's been pretty _____ ( i seriously don know what word can fit into this space) for me. i know i whine alot, but that's me. caught a couple of movies for the past few weeks, and transformer is a totally awesome flick! but i really need to peeeeeee halfway with casey, cos the movie is god damn long.. haha! ice-age 3 wasn't really that nice, nevertheless i had a good laugh! plus the birthday celebration for sheng aft the movie was simple and nice. (-: managed to do a lil catching up with love too! haven't been seeing her for dayssssss, and i really miss those catching up sessions! hope you're doing fine, love! (-:
singapore flyer with cousins, during their hols
we had cheap thrills for singapore flyer! endless bus rides & fast food feast. great get-together session with them :-P but didn't managed to catch a midnight movie, cos all the theatres are closed very earrrrrrly. home-d and becca, rach & me just cuddle each other on the bed for a online movie till the wee hours..., i really miss those childhood times, where we spend most of the time fighting and pulling each other's hair. can't wait for their next hols!
weekend dinner with sissy & her boyf
Sunny Sunday (:
sunday was spent daytona-ing with my cousin, haha! he's definitely a raceeeeer! i was beaten badly in any race with him :-( i will try harder next time. lol dinns over at grandma's place and we played bingo! i am the second winner of the day (30 cents nia), but i am stilllll veryvery happy! bad quality pictures from my phone, but i still love the phone! got scratches alreaddddddy sia :-(
p/s can't wait to pass BTT next week!
p/p/s i can't wait to parrrtaye again!
p/p/p/s do i know what i really want?
singapore flyer with cousins, during their hols
we had cheap thrills for singapore flyer! endless bus rides & fast food feast. great get-together session with them :-P but didn't managed to catch a midnight movie, cos all the theatres are closed very earrrrrrly. home-d and becca, rach & me just cuddle each other on the bed for a online movie till the wee hours..., i really miss those childhood times, where we spend most of the time fighting and pulling each other's hair. can't wait for their next hols!
weekend dinner with sissy & her boyf
Sunny Sunday (:
sunday was spent daytona-ing with my cousin, haha! he's definitely a raceeeeer! i was beaten badly in any race with him :-( i will try harder next time. lol dinns over at grandma's place and we played bingo! i am the second winner of the day (30 cents nia), but i am stilllll veryvery happy! bad quality pictures from my phone, but i still love the phone! got scratches alreaddddddy sia :-(
p/s can't wait to pass BTT next week!
p/p/s i can't wait to parrrtaye again!
p/p/p/s do i know what i really want?
Thursday, July 09, 2009<3make a choice? nah. cos i have none.
" The most difficult phase of life is not when no one understands you ; It is when you don't understand yourself. "
so true.., i am always stuckkkked in this situation. now, i feel pretty handicapped. i don know what to do but to avoid everything i can. how much can i face? i really,.. and always doubt the ability i thought i would have to face everything. i realise there're so many things in life that i have yet to build the courage to tackle. well, how long would this take again? i really don know. all i can do now, is......... alright, am lost again.
Tuesday, July 07, 2009<3round & round.
haven't been updating this space,.. m always procrastinating. well, i wanna write something here, but nothing comes out of me. now, i can't sleep & it's somehow killing me brain cells. complicated life we have here. forget abt it, i should try to sleep now.
p/s you're too cool for me to bear.
p/s you're too cool for me to bear.