Tiffyang

THE DONT'S

I have been sitting on a roller coaster ride lately.It goes up & down.I can be very happy at one time & sad after minutes passed.Lately,I seems t bottle up alot of things/feelings/emotions in me.Not that I don wanna share,I don know how t share.There seems t be something t share.But.. there seems t be nothing either.Two days ago,before this day,I almost lost everything I have in my lappy.That almost made my heart died.Thinking back,I once asked myself,how would I feel if I were t lose everything.I can't give myself an answer.Not even now. ): Hais.There seems t be nothing here for me t rely on. I feel so helpless.But yet there's nothing I can do.

I don't feel like eating/drinking/sleeping/enjoying dvds/watching teevee.
I don't seems t enjoy these stuffs anymore.
All in my mind now is jogging/working out t pour everything out.
I lose every interest.
It's not another emo post,but that's exactly what I feel.

Today is a rather memorable day for me.It's the third month.
Three months back..
Maybe you still remember,maybe you don't.
So many things t say yet there isn't any chance.
Somehow I have one very small/tiny request from you.
It's nothing big,but still I hope there's this chance t tell you wad's the request.

WEEKEND + UPDATES

Sunday

Morning was meeting up with vonny for breakfast.Ultra catching up with each other plus clearing certain misunderstandings.At least,that make me smile. (: Afternoon,vonny went off & it was joining my lovelies for shopping! Lunched over at Waraku Pasta Restaurant & the pasta is worth trying. (: It was an uber happy outing bcos I managed t get some cheapies from FOX plus spending time with lovelies at Times teaching/reading/laughing is more fun & fun! :D Simple dinner at the food court accompanied with laughter & small little chats with uncle&aunt.

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It's rather nice t see two lovelies growing up! The younger one is going t pri sch next year.Talk alot but hate t study.(She said she is a snake,her zodiac & she doesn't have hand t finish her homework.LOL)

Monday

Sch + Muvee Day! Went t catch stardust with R & V.G didn't join us bcos she had something on,there's always a next time. (: It's a romance/comedy/lame kinda show,a rather good catch though I slept for a couple of minutes in the muvee. =X Projects are piling up & marketing test today was a boom! I can't wait for holidays! ):

RANDOM

I just came back not long ago from my usual evening jog,felt rather relieved after the jog.At least,I managed t put aside those things that's weighing down on me.

It's been a month since my Japan trip& I'm missing Japan so much.The people,culture,scenery & what not.Well,I can't wait t go backk there. ):

Seriously,I feel like flying off.
Sometimes I hate doing things that left me with no choice.
I don have a choice. Do I ?

I keep telling myself, " It's ok,it's ok."
A tear dropped.

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It was clarke quay after sch with Roxanne yesterday.Initially,our plan was t have some bites from her old workplace but the things don look appetising so we headed t the food court for the norm food.Slacking + chatting is fun with her! Had smoothie from her old workplace but I got sick of the milky smell after some time.It was mahjong with the family at night.Plus stayover at granny's crib,it was rather warm sleeping with her. :D

Gymed with ade over at gramps place today.Doing weights,stretching & wad not.The big ball is rather fun! (: Roam around at JP before heading home t have my usual evening jog.

Afterall,the bottomline is I would rather have a friend than an enemy.
I still feel that way sometimes. (:

ALL BAD THINGS COME T AN END

Well,not exactly everything is over.But I'm not going t let myself live in emode everyday.The past few posts are what I truly feel for the past week.All bad things coming at one time isn't nice at all.But guess I picked myself up.There are listening ears here & there & I truly feel appreciated.

I'm not going t let people look down on me.I never wanna appear whimpy.I'm still working hard towards my goals.NEVER SAY DIE!I'm going t produce results & be proud of myself.I don know if it's right or wrong t be stubborn but I'll just hang on till I reach my goals.

But I hope I'm not blinded.
Last but not least,cheers!

CONFUSION

It doesn't pay good t be good sometimes.
That makes me wonder if I should be good or bad.
I'm not some toy.
I'm not some tool.
I'm not some stupid vegetable.
I'm an ordinary human.
I have my heart,brain,kidney,liver & what not.
But even if people wanna treat me like a toy,a tool or some vegetable,I can do nothing either.
It's retribution.

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