" The most difficult phase of life is not when no one understands you ; It is when you don't understand yourself. "
so true.., i am always stuckkkked in this situation. now, i feel pretty handicapped. i don know what to do but to avoid everything i can. how much can i face? i really,.. and always doubt the ability i thought i would have to face everything. i realise there're so many things in life that i have yet to build the courage to tackle. well, how long would this take again? i really don know. all i can do now, is......... alright, am lost again.