walk in my shoes, and understand me. it's so tiring...... trust me. it's really tiring. as i played the songs in my ipod, i realise i can't get things out of my mind. so i decide to just let things stay the way it is. yes, it's hurtful but the bravest thing i could do now, is to face it and not avoid. all i can say for the night is, disappointment filled me up. it's tiring being the nice person in the whole dreamy picture. well, time to sleep. nights.
p/s m gonna say, "please don worry about me, i'm fine."