Tuesday, May 05, 2009<3what's this? ouch.
not infatuation, not a crush, not liking, not love, then what's this? i just can't figure it out. somehow, i feel affected. but why? by right, i shouldn't feel this way. by left,........ nah, i don wanna feel this way. it sucked alot, to a certain extent. but so far, i'm coping it with an ok attitude. that's a plus manz. maybe it's just attraction. be selective tiffy! don let this happen too easy & often. ha, i shall shut my mind off this for now, at least for now. (i'm such a contradicting creature here.) haha. heading out with sissy tmr. shopping. i wanna buy something! & bless me with truckloads of luck that yestuition will call/email me that they found a student for me! i wanna teach, i wanna slack at home no more........ please. :-P && i want a hardcore clubbing soon. but my cousin is too busy with work to entertain me. :-( ok, shall listen to my music now. bb ^^v