i'm losing myself. there seems to be so many things cooping inside me,.. but why can't i seems to rant it all out when i am here? maybe words can't describe a single bit of what i am feeling all these while. it's never easy...., never easy to face every single shit i am feeling. well, seriously i hate to repeat..., i don wish to bore anyone either. i always remind myself that.., there's definitely someone out there feeling a thousand times worse than me. so,.. i must count myself fortunate. but....... let me fly solo now.
p/s is that a indirect hint for me?