Wednesday, May 27, 2009<3dehydrate.
just came back from jogging/hiking. well, had a nice chat with mum..., & i kinda feel refreshed after exercising, but still... sigh. somehow, i cannot believe i shed buckets of tears last night.., it's been sometime since i last cried so badly. tears keep flowing,.. & i can't help but to feel the heartache badly. it's not totally bcos of you,... i didn't know simple things could affect me so much. & now i really hate the fact that i had to be stronger to face whatever that's in front of me. i am just a normal human being,.. don make things so hard for me, can? guess now, nothing can help me other than me myself. fuck this seriously. maybe now someone can give me more money, so i can do more shopping, & i will be a little happier. i think that's bullshit from me. alrighty, i'm totally dehydrated from all the crying and sweating. time to bath and sleep.