i think i failed miserably in my plan for sleeping early this week. cos i just can't! my bio clock is f-ing screwed up. so now, i'm alone sitting on this chair, with no one around & no one in sight. That made me think deep about certain issues.. this afternoon, i was texting love, & she mentioned abt something called, karma. i do believe in karma, & m really scared of bad karma falling on me. but sometimes, do we have a choice for treating people in certain ways? i doubt so. we can't be pleasing every single people around us. & one more thing, if we don protect ourselves, who will be here to protect us? i got this paranoid feeling in me about ____ that i know i will take months or maybe years to overcome. that's bcos i failed to protect myself, & remind myself (all the time) to choose the right way to handle the situation, & not be a fool. i'll move on, & find my way out. it's a matter of time only... haha, & now, i shall drop this issue.
so today is the eve of a holiday for everyone! well, i haven't had any plans yet except for the dim sum lunch i will have with my grandparents & mummylove later! i miss all the har gao & siew mai already. hahaha. no plans for the long weekend, & i'm quite sad that the malacca trip was cancelled last minute due to don know what reason. :-( plus i'll be home alone for the whole day on friday. cos my folks are going to batam! peepo, ask me out if you are free, k? hahaha. aye, shall get back to my dramas before turning in. nights!
p/s do you still wanna talk to me? aww.