Friday, March 20, 2009<3sometimes.........
so... i'm at home now on a fri night. well, i hate staying at home (being a couch potato) but at the same time, i'm very lazy to drag my fat feets out. come to think of it, i've been home alone for the whole day. & i hardly speak. as in really talk, & i really feel like a mute speaker. this made me feel that i really don have anyone to talk to. (putting vonvon & family aside, since they're always here for me) sometimes, i feel really tired....... maintaining a positive attitude towards everything. do you know it's very tiring? i feel useless sometimes, my life seems to revolve around nothing. all i could see is black and white. i know sometimes we can't have the best out of everything... but....... sometimes i would rather give up some things that i have now, for something else that can really perks me up? i don know what can perk me up... but yea.. all i do is sleeeeeep and sleeeep and sleeeeeep. my world turned upside down.. okkkkkkkz. i shall stop.