i choose to drown myself in lies.
yes, m silly, stupid and dumb.
i know you aint worth it, totally aint worth it.
but can i really stop the trigger,
& control it with my bare hands?
i doubt so, cox i'm locked down for now.
& i don't deny, i still looked out of the small window.
i still care, my heart still hurts.
i'll still try to get out, i hope i can.