the cruel fact makes me cry,
my heart ache tonight,
& jay's new song is on repetitive mode,
it speaks out every emotions in me.
Thursday, October 30, 2008<3
Wednesday, October 29, 2008<3
I wanna dress up and be out tonight.
I need some company,seriously.
Thursday, October 23, 2008<3
my mp3 died. ):
& i did not send out my fucking warranty card when I bought the gadget.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008<3
i have a dream, & the dream is you.
you make my heart flutter.
you bring me up on a roller coaster ride.
you made me smile, you made me cry.
i go round & round,
still i came back to you.
but when i wake up, i know i'll never get to you.
Monday, October 20, 2008<3
Okay,it's been two weeks since I last update. I wonder if people would still bother to read my blog.HAHA. I tried not to procrastinate today, & went for my evening jog. I sweat a bucket,it's exaggerating but I'm practically wet from head to toe. Granny cook nasi ayam today & i still love the chilli even after gulping down 3 cups of iced water.Now, i have this seaweed mask on my face. I can't smile,talk & laugh. Or my face will crack.Haha!I had a fabulous weekend! Shall blog about that soon.
With love,tiffy.(:
With love,tiffy.(:
Sunday, October 05, 2008<3
well,there's this huge question mark in my mind.
i question myself for almost everything.
from family to friends, studies to relationship.
& what i truly wanted.
however up to this second, i can't give myself an answer which puts my heart at ease.
i feel trapped.
i have everything i wanted, but i also lack everything that i ever wanted.
the same old thing, seems to be on repetitive mode.
my heart can't seems to handle the blow if history were to repeat again.
i can't accept the cruel fact. i mean,why me?
the fear, the pain, the courage, the confidence.
all these months, i have been trying to improve myself ;
however,i can't seems to erase the fear & raise the confidence.
i'll still try all means to avoid every heartbreaks & hide the fear.
i put myself to test, & i failed myself.
i aint strong enough,yet.
someone enlighten me,please.
make my heart die, will you?
i question myself for almost everything.
from family to friends, studies to relationship.
& what i truly wanted.
however up to this second, i can't give myself an answer which puts my heart at ease.
i feel trapped.
i have everything i wanted, but i also lack everything that i ever wanted.
the same old thing, seems to be on repetitive mode.
my heart can't seems to handle the blow if history were to repeat again.
i can't accept the cruel fact. i mean,why me?
the fear, the pain, the courage, the confidence.
all these months, i have been trying to improve myself ;
however,i can't seems to erase the fear & raise the confidence.
i'll still try all means to avoid every heartbreaks & hide the fear.
i put myself to test, & i failed myself.
i aint strong enough,yet.
someone enlighten me,please.
make my heart die, will you?
<3
P/S : Vonvon! I miss you. Can't wait to meet you for tanning! I need your love! Give me some when we meet up k? Meanwhile,take really good care while working! Two more days! Loves. XOXO