OH,PLEASSSSEEEEE!
Finally,the holidays are here.But the gloomy weather seems t affect my mood alot more than I expect.My mind don seems t be on the right track.In fact,up till now,I have yet t find the direction in life which makes me comfortable.I can't seems t stop thinking & I'm rather tired about it.I wanna stop but I can't.Someone save me please?I really don know what I want and what I need.I numb myself for the past two months alot.Avoiding/Escaping from things,always thinking towards the negative direction and I refused t face everything that I should face.I wanna calm myself and pick myself up but I can't.I am not what I used t be in the past whereby I can just stop everything & go.Why is that so?Tell me why? I lose many things in life.Not money/clothes/food or whatever. It's something personal.I have been doing things t distract myself but it doesn't help. People,teach me what t do,will you?
Give me the strength.