THE DONT'S
I have been sitting on a roller coaster ride lately.It goes up & down.I can be very happy at one time & sad after minutes passed.Lately,I seems t bottle up alot of things/feelings/emotions in me.Not that I don wanna share,I don know how t share.There seems t be something t share.But.. there seems t be nothing either.Two days ago,before this day,I almost lost everything I have in my lappy.That almost made my heart died.Thinking back,I once asked myself,how would I feel if I were t lose everything.I can't give myself an answer.Not even now. ): Hais.There seems t be nothing here for me t rely on. I feel so helpless.But yet there's nothing I can do.
I don't feel like eating/drinking/sleeping/enjoying dvds/watching teevee.
I don't seems t enjoy these stuffs anymore.
All in my mind now is jogging/working out t pour everything out.
I lose every interest.
It's not another emo post,but that's exactly what I feel.
Today is a rather memorable day for me.It's the third month.
Three months back..
Maybe you still remember,maybe you don't.
So many things t say yet there isn't any chance.
Somehow I have one very small/tiny request from you.
It's nothing big,but still I hope there's this chance t tell you wad's the request.