Oh well,second post for the day.
It's exactly 10.34pm now and here I am typing out my post.
Time is passing by so slow.
I am bored,messy and down.
I am not being pessimistic but somehow thing aren't going right for me.
Not just once but many times.
Sometimes I do question myself,what have I really done wrong?
Or did I do things a little too little that is not enough?
All these thoughts are driving me crazy and Im tired.
Emotionally or physically tired?
I would say both.
I know that I would have to face many more setbacks to make me grow.
I would have to face everything bravely and positively.
I know.
I really do.
However,I simply just can't get things right.
The more I want to prove myself,the more I would mess things up.
Oh well,give me a break.
I just need someone that I can confide in.
I know who I want to confide in.
However,will that person be there?
Telling him Im sad,I need a listening ear,he would have the thinking that Im pessimistic.
Someone who is always down.
Someone who don't enjoy what she has.
Gosh!
Im tired.
Yea,this word appeared in the post many times.
Im really tired explaning things to people.
I am always the one at fault.
I am not right.
You had utterly disappointed me.