Today is a rather tiring day for me.
More on the emotions that is tired.
Teared in the morning.
Went to sch for less than 10 minutes.
Aii~
I walked back home to granny's hse.
I never breath a single word to anyone.
I cried as i walked.
Didn't stop crying.
I cry,cry,cry and cry.
Can't talk.
There is nth i can actually do except walking.
My heart is heavy.
So heavy.
Finally,i broke down today.
I thought i was strong.
But today tells me everything.
Standing ALONE is really too much for me.
Alone at home,facing all the stress is really too much for me.
Aii~
Is not that i don't want to be strong.
I can't.
I kept on encouraging myself for the past weeks and months.
But finally,today i knew i can't take it anymore.
Therefore,i break down.
Saw mum downstairs.
Cried so much.
Can't breath a word until two hours later.
She asked me not to stress myself too much.
She told me if the O-levels is making me so stressed up.
She would rather me not take the O's.
She say i can just quit sch and pursue my studies in other areas.
Going to ITE is not a bad choice.
That's wad she told me.
Encouragement from her touched me.
Really touched me.
Went back to granny's hse.
Rest and ard 1 plus.
Went back to sch for oral.
Oral overall was fine.
I am glad that i have wonderful friends ard me.=D