Looking at my past relationships..
i found out that..
NONE..
None was real to me..
Firstly..
Jun Liang...
I was like in a fairytale when i was with him..
He did care for me..
But after that day,
All was gone..
In one day,
I saw his true colous..
And all was gone..
I took months to put this pain in my heart down..
i jus can't believe he was such a jerk...
In my heart at that point of time was..
He wasn't tt bad..
But in fact..
He was that bad..
Secondly,it was Ting Keong..
I felt that our relationship isn't a relationship at all..
What he say was afterall FAKE..
After we went separate ways for a day..
He had another girlfriend...
Anyway,my love for him..
Isn't really love at all...
Lastly,Kee Meng..
We thought we are in love..
We thought we love each other..
But..NOPE..
This is only what we think..
In actual,after we woke up frm our dream of 1 year plus,
We found out that we don't really love each other..
Perhaps..It's jus a friendship..
Cos we dun even contact each other now..
How can that actually be if we truly love each other..
That's all FAKE..
Anyway..he had a girlfriend now..
Wish him and his gf all the best~