Though i m not suppose to be here...
I m here...
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i remember this day..it's the day where i went for the third day of emerge conference..And it's also the day i get to msg him more..During the session..i msg him..After the session..I did tok to him..Subsequently after this day..We talk more..I initiated by calling him..And blah blah..I felt sweet and happy to have him by my side..It's really nice...
On the 18o6o6,something sweeter happened...
However..it's the 27o6o6,i wanna talk about...
Tantrums..Signs of no confidence...is because i really dun wanna lose him..Knowing him more as each day pass..Has made me very scared of losing him..I miss him as far as i know on that day..But i did not want to bother him afraid that he might be doing his fav things or so..I did not take the initiative..That day,i lose control of myself..Being a little mood-less...I really dun wanna lose him..But i failed to express..Hence,on that day..I guess i lose him..I so wanted to take the initiative..I so wanted to call him..I so wanted to msg him..But why didn't i????I really dun wish to lose him but resulted in losing him...Actually,i know he like me..and i koe i like him..I m already very contented and happy..There is nothing else that i wanted...
I agree with something..I really agree with that something..But i lose control...Cos i know i am going to miss him...
Him.After knowing him,he became the motivation for me to excel in my studies.Remembering his every word,i studied for the sake of us.I wanted the best out of everything for my studies knowing that he is worried for my O's.With him,family,friends and studies,there is nothing else in my life.I m happy with him.I m jus too afraid to lose him.
Too afraid to lose him...
That was the reason for everything.